Bears. Beets. Battlestar Galactica.

I just sent in my U of M application. Wow, I don't like this. I don't like this at all. But I'm sending it on Halloween which is kind of cool, but WHAT IF I DON'T GET IN!??!?!

Whatever. Totally out of my hands. Completely. 

I have no control whatsoever now, so just forget it.


UUUUUUURGH! And I feel ten times worse because JULIANNE! I didn't spend any time with you when you were over, I really didn't think it'd take that long.  I am sooooo sorry.

:P

Oh man, I just feel SO WEIRD!

Julianne I will make it up to you. Somehow. Eventually.

WHAT IF I DON'T GET IN!?!?!?!?!?

Happy Halloween.

I can't wait to work on my college applications, simply because I can't wait to use this keyboard more. 


:)

It's like typing on butter . . . or a cloud. 

I'm very glad I got to stay home. I had a wonderful time sleeping in. And then just lying in bed. And then just reading this entire day away until I guilted my way into writing one of my short answer questions for the U-M application. 

Yes. It's been a lovely day. 

And I hope I can end this day by watching Legend of the Seeker.

Maybe I'll go have some hot cider and cake. :)

 It's a beautiful day outside! Fresh and chilly and breezy. It completely feels like fall weather, minus the pretty colors. But honestly I'm okay with that. I just want to enjoy the loveliness of this atmosphere . . .

OH! And I am no longer dreading to go to the library. Yep, I took care of all 14 dollar fines yesterday, rented some books and now I will go check my account and see $0.00 next to the fines link! Yay! And I can put stuff on hold now! Yay! And I love books! Yay!

Going to the library made me realize how much I missed it. 

I love the library.

God! It's so wonderfully crisp out! I LOVE FALL! I love the smell, and the coldness, and the colors, and the crispness! All of it!  I WANT TO WEAR A FALL BLAZER!

I need to go to the library again. I need to return stuff to East Lansing and then I want to look around. I love books! 

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS!

 Today was nice, everything went well, and although I didn't do as much as I had wanted to last night (um how about only one thing, but it's okay didn't study for my german quiz because I aced it!) I had a good day and am looking forward to tomorrow when it's Smallville night! Yay! 

So all I have to do is get these thirty sentences done for German and then write my essay for U of M at Dad's. I think everything will work out . . . anyways I just hope that I can get everything done. Mostly I'm worried that Dad'll come at 4:30 and god knows I won't be finished by then.

And that's why I have to get started right now . . . *sigh* I think there used to be a time when I didn't have to do homework right after school, but it feels like I can't remember it.

YOSH!

I skipped 5th and 6th hour today. Yep. Basically because the visitor from U of M got me all wound up and I really wanted to work on my essays, so I came home and talked to Rachel for most of the time. 

:P 

It's stupid, but still, anyways, I'm going to work on it right now and get the two short questions done, or at least their rough drafts. 


I just really want to go there. REALLY REALLY BADLY. 

And god, I am so tired. How can I be so tired? Like, seriously, I barely do anything but everyday after school it's like I've been running a frinkin' marathon. It's absolutely ridiculous. I got into my bed at 8:43 last night. It's sad, really. 

Oh yeah, I'll just probably end up doing that tonight too . . . you know, it might be all the emotional stress I've been having (but doing nothing about) so maybe it makes sense that I'm tired. 

Ah well, I should probably work on those short essays. Yosh.

I can't even say it with an exclamation that's how tired I am.

 I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally love Vampire Academy. Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally love them. 

And it's funny because, like, after I read the first book, I was thinking "Oh, I don't know, it wasn't that great.'' And then I started reading the second (when it came out) and I was like "Eh . . ." and then I finished it and I was like ''OMG! BEST BOOK EVER! I LOVE THIS BOOK!'' And then the third was absolutely amazing and I totally need to buy that soon, and then the fourth just made me- made me SO want the fifth. And wow. Yeah, so Julianne you better finish soon 'cus I really want to publicly post my opinion about the whole book.

Yeah, I really love this series now, it's all because of the character growth. Rose is so much more badass by the time the second book ends and even more so at the end of the third. 

Anyways, Emma, if you're ever bored and don't have to watch a gazillion shows, you should read them. But no pressure.

Oh, and babysitting was totally fine and it got me thirty bucks. Way more than I should've been paid, but this is what makes it awesome.

Hmm, seems like I wanted to say something else . . . now what was it . . . uuuuum, yeah, well, OH! Oh, I remember, yeah so I thought Emma, if you're reading this that this little video would make you feel better and it's pretty ridiculously cute so yeah:

 I want it to be fall.

Alright. So. We've got our assignments in Ceniad (yearbook) today. And luckily (and I'm taking this as a good sign that I haven't switched out of this class into german) I got assigned to the spread (2 pages) on the German Trip.

YAY!

That means that I get to interview three of my friends for this, instead of awkwardly having to talk to strangers, aaaand, I get to use their pictures (most likely).

SO, this is a really good start off to getting used to writing and stuff and I'm much calmer than I would've been if I had been assigned to . . . I dunno, baseball or something.

Yeah, I'm really happy about this situation. And this is a way to ease into the whole interviewing thing. I can ask my friends, they're now in the yearbook, and I'll set myself a goal of talking to AT LEAST ONE new person, but I'll try and do two.

Actually, how many people should I be interviewing? Is there such a thing as too many quotes? Eh, I don't think so. More people will want to read it if there's less big paragraphs and more quotes.

And now I should brainstorm about mods (polls and extra, fun crap that fills the empty space), so Mady . . . YOSH!!!!!!

Well, surprisingly, I am on the computer at Dad's house. Yes, to answer the in-head outcries of my sisters, I am, in fact, on the old Dinasour laptop.

And it's still moving at the speed of a snail taking a meandering evening stroll.

So, anyways, I had forgotten to look up these three terms I had to for Contemp, courtesy of Panis Rahl , and Dad got me online after about an hour . . . and well, I decided to update on livejournal. But very likely I will be forced to get off ol' Bessy and I'll go back to my reading.

So far, the fourth Vampire Academy book is good. I'm just glad that we haven't spent a whole lot of time with Lissa (most annoying character) yet, although Haley swears to me that I'll feel bad for her by the end of the book. I find this fact very hard to believe. Anywho, I'm only glad that I have a new and interesting book to distract me from my longing of Richard.

For I must now count down the hours till tomorrow six, for only then, will I be able to gaze upon the face that hath given me so much happiness.

And I have school. Which pretty much is annoying.

*sigh*

 Completely obsessing over Legend of the Seeker. 


I am going CrAzY. 


I want to watch Richard/Hotness-that-makes-me-watch-this-show. And I wanna watch it now.

My brain's exploding. 

I'm thinking apart of this has to do with school starting tomorrow. 

I need to distract my mind. Else it'll implode.

Oh, wait. That's happening. 

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

This is a post on drugs. The Richard Drug. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Why can you come over Julianne? I need to do something but everything that isn't Legend of the Seeker sounds horrible.

:(

( THE MEME! )


WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, that was interesting.

Happy Birthday to EMMA! Sister I hope you have the best of days! And I hope you pamper yourself and that you eat delicious foods and enjoy yourself as much as possible.

After all you are not six-and-twenty, therefore you can have an amazing time.

And of course, above all, I hope you receive a certain something today.

Anyways, I love you and hope you have a really really great day!

 I know I just posted and it was huge but sometimes I just get this incredible urge and I just can't freaking wait until fall! I LOVE FALL! I love everything about it! Fall is like my favorite season! I love that the leaves change color, it's such a difference from summer and it happens like so quick. 


Mmm, I can easily imagine autumn, and right now, what sounds absolutely amazing and is the reason I posted this needless post is I would love for it to be cold outside, with trees all changing color and to be sitting in the family room, reading (I'm thinking Harry Potter or the Naming series or one of those embarrassingly covered Avon True Romances *laugh*- OH! Or a shoujo manga) by the fireplace and having a bunch of blankets piled on me and some delicious hot apple cider. Yum . . . 

Hahaha, you know, I think I like fall just because it's an excuse to stay inside and be cozy? Yeah, that's probably ALL true. And that's probably also why I love the rain so much, it's because I like to be cozy, I love being cozy, cozy is amazing. Cozy allows me to be non-active. Yes. I adore cozy.

What's dorkiest though, is that I can't wait for fall because of all reasons listed above, but also because . . . I can't wait to change my livejournal page to look fall-ish. :} Yeah, that's going to be fun.

 Yeah . . .

I didn't mow.

This morning wasn't so bad. I am also determined to still. mow. the lawn.


What do they say in Japan when they're prepping themselves up? 

YOSH!

:) I like saying that. 


YOSH!
 
Or is it Yoshi? Ah well! I still feel more determined!

 Well, I'm slowly converting everything to Pride and Prejudice.

I aM gOIng CrAzY.

heh heh heh heh . . .

Anyways just wanted to post, but I have a lot to do that I haven't been doing sooooooo, I'd better get to that.

BYE BYE!

 Well, today has gotten off to a rather good start. Although it was a little rough at the beginning. Blah blah blah, Dad and Patti driving me crazy and . . . Patti was really scary when just woken up, it was like seeing death!

Anyways, but then I got dropped off at mom's and after talking to her for a bit, she made me feel much much better! And then I went to Dr. Hatch which was fine and then, dreading it horribly, I had to go back to school and get my schedule fixed. And god, I was having really bad swooping sensations in my stomach because what if they couldn't put me in the right hours, and what if I was put in something worse, or what if they moved Chemistry (which is the only class I have with Julianne), and dear god! Please don't let me be worse off than before! 

But in the end, and I do credit this to my seniority, I got pretty much everything I wanted and the only thing that kind of sucks is that I don't have lunch with Julianne (it's still Late, sorry Jay! I tried!) and unfortunately I thought for a moment that that was going to change.    :( 

Ah well,  I figure there's always second semester to move stuff around!

Okay, but anyways, here's the old schedule . . . . . . . . and here's the new:

1) Film as Lit                                                                       1) Contemp Lit
2) Chemistry A-B                                                                2) Chemistry A-B
3) AP Lit                                                                               3) AP Lit
4) Econ                                                                                 4) Econ
5) Money (. . . the fuck?!)                                                   5) Probability and Stats
6) Ceniad (yearbook)                                                        6) Ceniad

So yeah, I'm pretty happy. And that's all I really wanted, so, it's good. And later today I've got to find Emma *wink wink* a present and then I was hoping that I could watch ALL OF PRIDE AND PREJUDICE TONIGHT!

:D

If only Rachel goes for it!